solution

i just won't look you in the eye.

i just won't glance at your lips.
i won't scan your face, searching for a place to land my gaze.
i'll hear you, but i won't listen to the sound of your voice.
i won't focus on your hands.
i'll notice your touch, but i won't feel it.

i'll sit with you,
walk with you,
lay with you,
talk with you,
but i won't be there.
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I WANT TO GO HOME.