it sucks.

it sucks. it sucks momentarily immersing myself in music so deep with emotion and full of real feeling yet so simplistically beautiful lyrically and then coming back to this world where selfishness engulfs every action and petty problems are the focus of so much anger and jealousy. i guess the real world has come to this and all i can do is deal with it because this is the world i exist in now.

or else i can just keep diving into this musical world where emotions are actually rooted deep and the singers are not only musicians or lyricists, but poets and storytellers. or maybe they're just real people.

i'll find my escape.