7.19.2009

closure.

I think that more than anything, I need this weight to be lifted. I need that comfortable feeling. I need that feeling you get the instant you sit down after standing all day for an 8-hour shift at work. I need to know it's okay. I need to know everything's okay. I need all aspects of my summer, my life to just plateau. I want excitement, but first I need security. I need to be locked in--seatbelt tight. I don't need this wavering feeling anymore. I don't need the ups and downs and the uncertainty. I need communication. Summer, work, home, in, out, day, night, family, friends, people. I have no need for questionable emotions and quibbles that amount to nothing. I have no need for tension or uneasiness. I want easy. I want light and care-free. I want to be able to breathe. I want closure. I need it.

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