Basically,

I give up.


On another note, I move in a week! I've gone from mixed feelings of "boohoo" and "woohoo" to a complete feeling of "woohoo." Seriously, I see no reason to be sad or nervous anymore. I've waited long enough to just be out there already and have my so-called "college experience." Ah, I feel like through various blogs I've been building up college and yet having mixed feelings along the way. I've been a big bundle of contradiction the past couple of months with what I'm feeling and expecting. But now, I know that all I need is to get settled in at school and to get the ball rolling already.

I really just can't wait for the experiences. Even more than that, I can't wait to be making the most of them.