8.19.2009

Is it okay...

if sometimes i want an escape?
that i'd rather just not talk, but blog about it?
if i think you're being unreasonable?
if it hurts, though it shouldn't?
if i'm selfish with my emotions?
that i'm apprehensive?
that i think way too much?
that i worry about you?
that college excites me?
that college worries me?
if i'm scared?
that i'm not sorry?
that i have regrets?
if i really just want to spend a whole day with you?
that i'm doubtful?
that i second-guess?
that i'll miss you?
if i don't miss you?
that i feel ready?
if i'm not?
to just want to be content, maybe not even completely happy, but just...content?

is that okay?

1 comment:

  1. here i ammmm so alone
    and there's nothing in this world i can doooo
    until you're back here babyyy
    miss you, want you, i need you so
    until you're back here baby
    there's a feeling inside i want you to know
    if you are the one then i can't let you go~~


    i love you...is that okay? [:

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