someone really needs to make on of those for life. what a luxury it would be to be able to pause life...even for just a moment, to be able to actually absorb what's going on around me as it's actually happening..rather than just have it pass by in a blur, not really realizing how fast time is going by. that's kinda how everything has been going lately. it hardly feels like it's already seven months into my senior year. i really think they went a little overkill this year, bombarding us with so much work to do...i feel like i haven't really experienced anything, or gotten to enjoy it to a point where i am truly satisfied. yea, a lot of unforgettable memories have been made and there's been so many fun times this year. i just wish sometimes the world would slow down and really let us take it all in, take life as it comes...as it should be appreciated. as much as i have endless amounts of regretful moments and things in the past i wish i would have dealt with differently, i would not necessarily use the rewind button too much if it was there for me...i dont know, i guess if we just kept rewinding to "perfect" the imperfections and blunders of our lives, then it would take away its quality. there's satisfaction that comes from making mistakes and learning from them, growing, getting stronger, and moving on. it's the way it should be. as much as i really really really want to fastforward this week...i wouldn't quite use that one either. it defeats the purpose of my pause button rant, and i cant bear to think of fastforwarding some chunk of my life and not knowing what could have happened and experiencing it for myself. anyway, im thinking i should end this rant soon...1) because i just noticed there are no spaces, it just goes on and on ...and 2) as i go on about wanting to pause life, it's trying to hurry me along with all this endless homework/studying left to do =/
realization of the day (or week or whatever): apparently, school is trying to make the one week before spring break a living hell for us. Friday, where art thou?
woah you have one!
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